Think very carefully….
There is a habit,
genetic as it is,
but a habit
of waking up each day.
If you had to choose to wake up,
would you want to?
If it was a decision to be made,
would you make that each day?
Throw out all your existing ideas.
Ideals, ideas, rights, wrongs,
presumptions, baselines.
What, Why, How.
What you have, what you want.
what you love, what you dislike.
What you have achieved, what you have not.
Your wishes, your hopes,
Your expectations.
Forget it all.
And think.
Think very hard till everything in you
gives up.
Ruminations 